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12 Mantras For Anyone Healing from Childhood Trauma

Healing from trauma is a bitch. I want to make that very clear right off the bat, because I never want to make any of my readers feel like they’re healing “the wrong way,” or not healing fast enough, or like they’re failing in some way if they can’t relate to my trauma-related content.

Here’s the truth: it took me a really long time to realize that my childhood was traumatic, and I spent absurd amounts of energy trying to protect myself from that reality with intricate defense mechanisms and self-denial before I was ready to accept it. And here’s some more truth: there are plenty of days where I question absolutely everything, those defenses come back up, and I have to accept the reality of my trauma all over again.

Healing is a complicated, twisted, painful, tender thing, and you are not doing it wrong, I promise.

But if you need some encouraging words to help you right now, I have a few mantras that might be worth trying out. Mantras are gentle words you can use to soothe yourself when you’re upset or you’ve been triggered, but they can also help even when you’re feeling good. They can help remind you of your worth every day, good or bad.

Some of these I’ve used myself, some I’ve heard others use, and some I would like to use but just don’t feel ready for yet. If any of these mantras rub you the wrong way or feel invalidating in some way, ignore that shit. In the past, when I’ve seen posts like this and I couldn’t relate to certain bits and pieces, I would doubt if my trauma was even real and go into a truly terrific spiral.

I do not want that to happen for you. Everyone’s trauma is different, everyone’s healing is different, and your experience is valid exactly the way it is, no matter how messy or unusual or counterintuitive.

12 Mantras to Help You Heal From Childhood Trauma

  1. “I am the expert on me.”
    When we’re traumatized as a kid, we learn that our own perspective is not the most important. We learn to trust others before we trust ourselves. I am working on this one a lot right now.
  2. “I am not hard to love.”
    Yeah, if you’ve been through trauma, odds are high that part of you truly does not believe this. But it’s true. You are not hard to love. If others did not love you, it is because of a failing on their part, not yours.
  3. “It is okay to be angry.”
    Anger is often an unsafe emotion in a traumatic situation, but that doesn’t mean it is actually a bad emotion. If you are safely separated from your traumatic environment, then it is okay to be angry. Your anger means that part of you knows you should not have had to live through your trauma. Your anger is a sign that you love yourself, and that is a very good thing.
  4. “I will befriend my discomfort.”
    Discomfort often feels especially scary for people with trauma because even minor discomfort can trigger the fight/flight/freeze response which is highly sensitized thanks to the trauma. But if you were in a traumatic environment for a while, it’s important to remember that you might feel most comfortable in traumatic environments, so if you’re uncomfortable, it might actually be a sign you’re in a healthier place.
  5. “I do not have to forgive in order to heal.”
    This is one of the mantras that I don’t think I’m really ready for yet, but I thought it was important to share. Forgiveness is not a necessary part of healing though, I promise.
  6. “I give myself permission to rest.”
    Healing is a complicated, heavy process, and it can absolutely wear a person out. Validate this difficulty and give yourself permission to rest.
  7. “I can accept what happened.”
    Right now, I am working on simply acknowledging the reality of my trauma, and I’m nowhere near ready to accept that reality (acknowledgement and acceptance are definitely different). But I’m working on it.
  8. “My healing is not selfish.”
    I had a huge breakthrough in this area a few months ago. Healing is a lot of work and requires a lot of self-reflection that unhealed folks might misinterpret as narcissism, but in reality, healing is not selfish at all. First, it is good for you and that is enough, but if you need another reason, then second, if you heal your trauma, you are far less likely to pass that trauma on to others around you.
  9. “I am allowed to ask for attention and validation.”
    One of my biggest self-insults is calling myself an “attention-whore” because I am so incredibly petrified of needing attention (and validation). But that does not reflect reality, it reflects trauma, and it isn’t true. Attention is a basic human need, and as a human, it is okay for me to need it sometimes.
  10. “My healing and happiness are not contingent on others.”
    This is a bitter lesson that I am struggling with at the moment. The truth is, you may never get the apology you deserve, and you cannot wait around for others to change and grant you permission to heal. The only person you can control is you.
  11. “Maybe not today, but someday I will be my own person.”
    If your trauma is related to codependency, gaslighting, invalidation, or emotional neglect, you may not really feel like your own person. I know I often don’t. I feel like who I am is largely controlled by trying to be what I’m “supposed” to be, or being as lovable as possible. And saying “I am my own person” feels insanely inaccurate, so instead I use this mantra, which gives me permission to take my time in my healing.
  12. “Child-me was worthy of so much love, and so am I.”
    This is one of those things that I know, but don’t believe. So I’m working on it. May you start to believe it too.

12 thoughts on “12 Mantras For Anyone Healing from Childhood Trauma”

  1. very very well done for talking about Abuse ..people never see the every day effects .there views/judgements are very Snotty Nosed .i was abused as a child . different adults took turns on me .my story of Abuse is in a Authors Book .Research is very RARE into Abuse .YET IT IS SO EFFECTING .i take part in a lot lot research .long list of health issues i have ..
    M.E. ibs .migraines the list goes on
    my blog.http;//mark-kent.webs.com
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      1. sorry i did not reply.. i have m.e. bladder and bowel problems BECAUSE I WAS ABUSED
        not afraid too say ..not afraid to talk about them

        YES,,Mantras do HELP
        mark

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      2. sorry i did not reply.. i have m.e. bladder and bowel problems BECAUSE I WAS ABUSED
        not afraid too say ..not afraid to talk about them

        YES,,Mantras do HELP
        mark

        Like

  2. These are all great, some definitely more relevant for me than others, some definitely harder than others (2,9,12 come to mind)… especially 9, cuz I have heard too often that “I shouldn’t need validation”…. Course the people saying it come from supportive families, getting tons of validation whether they realize it or not

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    1. Yeah, validation is tricky because so often it isn’t overt. It’s the little things, and people who get it don’t always realize it and can’t understand how painful it is to not have that. Maybe take mantras 2, 9, and 12 and print them out and keep them somewhere you can see them. Or if you’re arty, maybe draw them in fancy lettering. They’re all true, even if they’re hard to accept ❤

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  3. I loved this post so much! As a survivor of childhood sexual abuse, I know that my healing journey may look a lot different than yours. The mantras you shared are words to live by and will enhance a person’s path to recovery.

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  4. I know it’s the first one, but my favorite is: “I am the expert on me.” I grew up only knowing who I was in terms of what role I was supposed to fill and unlearning that has been a big part of my journey as an adult. Love love love!!

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