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Mental Health Monday: What Is Maladaptive Daydreaming?

Have you ever had a daydream that felt more real or more important than real life? Have you ever been daydreaming and found you couldn’t really stop? You might be experiencing something called maladaptive daydreaming. And I would know, since I spent over a decade stuck in maladaptive daydreams.

What Is Maladaptive Daydreaming?

Okay, so what exactly is maladaptive daydreaming? According to Dr. Eli Somer, the psychologist who identified maladaptive daydreaming, it is “an excessive and vivid fantasy activity that interferes with individual’s normal functioning and can result in severe distress.” Basically, there are two types of daydreaming: healthy daydreaming and maladaptive daydreaming. Maladaptive daydreaming is when your daydreams go beyond an occasional distraction from boredom and turn into something that disrupts your life. Some common symptoms include:

  • Daydreams that are incredibly detailed and/or immersive
  • Very long daydreams (the average total time spent daydreaming for maladaptive daydreamers is 4 hours per day)
  • Daydreams that are difficult to stop or escape
  • Inability to complete daily tasks because you’re stuck in a daydream
  • Insomnia due to daydreaming
  • Daydreams triggered by external stimuli, like music or movies

What Are Maladaptive Daydream Stories?

Once you are aware of your maladaptive daydreams, or if you take the time to analyze what kind of daydreams you’re having, you will realize that your daydreams likely follow certain classic “stories.” In your daydreams, you may take on the caretaker role, the savior role, or other roles, and people in your life may take on the villain role, the love interest role, and so on. While the actual content of the daydream may change from day to day (although many maladaptive daydreamers repeat daydreams over and over) the underlying archetypes and storylines often remain the same.

For me, my maladaptive daydream stories typically cast me as the savior and victim simultaneously. I would be mortally wounded, but still saving others. I would be tragically betrayed, but still try to make others feel better. We often take on roles in our daydreams that we feel unable to fill in the real world, so it makes sense that I was drawn to both the hero and the victim. I never felt good enough to help anyone else, but also like nothing was bad enough for me to be the one being helped. I felt very in the middle, kind of nothing, so in my daydreams, I became everything.

What Causes Maladaptive Daydreaming?

Research on maladaptive daydreaming is all fairly recent and psychologists really don’t understand it fully yet. Right now, it is not a diagnosis in the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual, Fifth Edition (DSM-V) but there are several ways it may feature in the next edition.

Currently, there are many different theories about what causes maladaptive daydreaming. One theory is that it is a type of behavioral addiction. Another idea is that it may be a symptom of disorders like ADHD, depression, OCD, and trauma disorders. Another idea is that it may be its own disorder entirely. But the theory I relate to best is the idea of dissociative absorption.

Basically, the theory is that some people (consciously or subconsciously) use daydreams to dissociate from their surroundings or their regular inner life. Instead of being a symptom of another disorder, it may be actually be a coping mechanism gone wrong. Maladaptive daydreaming dissociation is generally (though not always) more pleasant than regular dissociation because instead of turning off all of your emotions and becoming numb, you get to create and explore another world, one that is distinctly different from the real world that is causing you distress.

What’s the Problem Here?

If this doesn’t sound so bad to you, that might be my fault. My personal experience with maladaptive daydreaming was actually relatively pleasant. I enjoyed my daydreams and I really missed them when they went away. But that’s the thing: they went away. On their own. I had very little control over my daydreams, and that’s where the trouble starts.

People who get stuck in maladaptive daydreaming often feel compelled to keep daydreaming, sometimes to the point where it interferes with their real life, or to the point where they feel like their daydream world is more “real” than real life. To be clear, maladaptive daydreamers are not psychotic; they maintain a clear understanding of what is daydream and what is real, but they may start to prefer their daydreams over reality and become more invested in that world than they are in the real one.

This is obviously a problem. Daydreams can be excellent distractions and they can help us cope when the real world is letting us down sometimes, but as my favorite old wizard once said “It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live.”

My Experience with Maladaptive Daydreaming

That was the problem with my daydreams, even though I didn’t see the problem at the time. I vividly remember the feeling of “coming out” of a daydream. It was like suction, like I was being physically pulled away from a different mental state. When I was pulled out, I would often try desperately to get back in as soon as possible. I would be in class or doing homework, daydreaming, get sucked out to answer a question, and then I would try to sit exactly the same way I was before, look at exactly the same spot and try to get back into the daydream.

I was a maladaptive daydreamer from as young as I can remember until I went to college. A few months in, the daydreams just…stopped. I didn’t realize it at the time, but the daydreams went away because I no longer needed them as a coping mechanism.

Maladaptive daydreaming may be its own disorder for some, but for me, it was absolutely a case of dissociative absorption. Whether it was a coping mechanism for an illness like OCD or depression, I’m not sure, but I do know it was a way to disappear into an imaginary world where everything could be as big and dramatic as my feelings were, and those feelings would make sense. In the real world, my emotions always felt wrong, but in my maladaptive daydream stories, I could make the world dramatic to match my inner world, and I felt much more comfortable.

Am I a Maladaptive Daydreamer?

Maybe! If you’re wondering about your own daydreaming and whether it’s “normal,” try not to fret. First, it isn’t about being normal. It’s about being healthy. If you daydream when you’re bored, but you can easily leave your daydreams behind and you feel comfortable engaging in your real life, then your daydreams probably aren’t maladaptive.

If some of this sounds a little too familiar though, and you want to learn more, there is a lot of fascinating research out there from Dr. Somer. If research isn’t really your jam, you can also check out the maladaptive daydreaming Reddit or the Wild Minds Network, which is a site created by and for maladaptive daydreamers. Just remember though, some social networks get so caught up in learning about the problem that they forget to also discuss solutions and hope. If you find that these resources actually make your daydreaming worse, it may be better to reach out to a therapist. Check out last week’s Mental Health Monday post to learn everything you need to know about therapy.

9 thoughts on “Mental Health Monday: What Is Maladaptive Daydreaming?”

  1. I definitely do this. Admittedly I do it way less now as an adult but it was my everything as a child.

    I didn’t ever think of it as maladaptive, though, looking at the facts I can see that it probably was. I was pretty tuned out in school most of the time, busy day dreaming.

    I also had a pleasant experience as my daydreams were a welcome escape from the chaos and pain of my childhood.

    As an adult, I think it only really was a problem when I got with my now husband. I had been dreaming of all the things that went into a perfect wedding and marriage. My husband felt pressured by my huge expectations. I had to learn to reel them in which meant no more daydreaming.

    Very intriguing post!! Thanks for sharing 😄

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    1. I totally get that feeling of “Was it maladaptive? Maybe? It didn’t feel like it, but maybe it was anyway?”

      It seems like for both of us, the daydreams may have technically been “maladaptive,” but especially when they started, they were a necessary coping mechanism. Then later, when our environment changed, they became more of a problem.

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      1. Yep I think that’s very accurate, the day dreams got us through tough times but weren’t so useful in brighter days.

        I like to think I don’t day dream as much now because my life is so much like I had wanted it to be when I was a kid. I feel like I manifested my thoughts I guess idk!

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      2. That’s great! My daydreams were mostly disasters, so happily I did not manifest my daydreams. Although I suppose I am working on allowing myself to acknowledge my pain and believe in my strengths, so I have manifested those archetypes in some ways!

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  2. Hi! Great insight. I also relate to Maladaptive Daydreaming and Inlike the way you presented it in your post. I identify as a Maladaptive Daydreamer as well. I relate to your experience too. When I reached college, daydreaming became less until I didnt do it anymore because there was no need. But now that im in quarantine, it has come back.

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    1. I definitely understand this. All the extra time at home, all the vague threats of danger we can’t do anything about, we’re all looking for ways to cope, and for some of us, it’s going to be a loooooot of daydreaming. I haven’t started daydreaming again, but I have become a bit obsessive about social media. Honestly, I think the daydreaming was healthier.

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      1. So True. I actually started with full blown social media at home. But it just made me felt more anxious, so I stopped 🤭 Daydreaming actually actived my drive to dream big again 🙂

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